i must firstly declare that ____(my eyecandy) is damn bloody hot.i just viewed his friendster profile and im totally like vahhhhhhh~ i want to own him leh! Lol freaking hot.but dont emo liao okay? my ohso hot ____( eyecandy) .and it is a real person okay.
i think im gonna talk about the emo stuffs later.actually, those are my thoughts.im not even itsy bitsy emo now lah.Haha
so yup i guess the leadership "camp" is over now.i really did enjoyed myself and the last day was simply crazy.thankyou to all the girls in group C (:
namely, natalie, michelle, shiying, adeline,qian ni and xianwei we've learnt alot together.
thanks for the times that we supported each other when the activity was really tough like the human ladder, and the buckets thing.although its only like 2days, but i really treasure the time with you guys and i hope all of us will be great great leaders! i believe all of us will :D
self acknowledgement!
and hm the sentosa trip.saw plenty of slick moves and hope to be like them, whether brazil china or austrialia!
volleyball's a beautiful game, whether on the beach or indoor (:

thanks to the all of you for making my day such an enjoyable one!
today's training was really not bad.i felt that i've given alot.i dontknow why.maybe its because of the guilt that overcomes me as i didnt bring the team together well and stuff like that.but i felt myself being pushed to the edge today and it really feels good, having to try everything and do everything i can to improve myself and help others to improve.
frankly speaking, i feel really pissed at coach sometimes.
i really feel like slapping him and asking why is he treating us bgirls like that.
cant he understand that we have our studies at concern and yet still try to make time for trainings and we ACTUALLY do need a break.
i know you want a stronger team, a better team to maybe try to keep volleyball going.if volleyball goes down, you wouldnt be able to play and coach your best and favourite game.i will also not want volleyball to go down, but yet sometimes we really need that break.
make it one day more we will also appreciate.
now im suffering from the muscle aches from pushups, situps, trainings.
im not complaining but its really tough especially its the holidays now and i do have my own life outside school.
holidayss aint about school, homework and trainings.its about rest, break and fun!
but i'll still go on because i can feel the passion burning strong and high inside me.
so yupp i guess its okay for an update lah.
i actually wanted to get a new skin but im real lazy to search for one that i really really like so i just forget about it lah. Lol