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Wednesday, May 30, 2007 at 9:00 PM
i rediscovered myself.
i knew my strengths and i really have very low self esteem.i really thank the trainers for making me realise it.
they said i knew it long ago and its just that i didnt want to face up to it or open up and tell anybody.
i find it really funny.im with the trainers for like only 2 days and they actually discover alot of things about me that people or even me myself hadnt discovered.(P.s most of the people i interact with thinks that i got alot alot of self confidence/self esteem because im so Bhb. Haha)
but after hearing their views and after them talking to me, i agreed on all of their points.
i need to acknowledge myself and build up my self- esteem.
more self esteem will bring me to greater heights(?)
i think so.
and im at a loss for words for the superficial relationships part.i dontknow what to say and i dontwant to think about it.
things aint the same anymore, i knew it but yet i continued.
and i was damn pissed at somebody just now.such a fucking(sorry didnt meant to use this word but i was really damn pissed) Bastard.Jerk.Loser (plus anyword that can describe that idiot).
such an asshole.im gonna scold you here and somewhere else if i can get your no.
GET A LIFE. you totally suck as a guy lah.be gay lah and hurt guys lah!
mother-f*cking glen.
and to best friend, you can get over it de lah although i know you are feeling hurt.sentimental person what.but like me, even with 6mths of relationship, i can do it so why not you?
on tues, bus197 was passing through bugis.and there was a crowd.a girl on the bus suddenly remembered that her idol, rainie yang was there.then it suddenly dawned to her that, one year ago, she went to the exact place at bugis on her first individual date with someone so special at that time and they were also watching rainie yang.andthey she really had a great time.
when will this happen again?
i knew my strengths and i really have very low self esteem.i really thank the trainers for making me realise it.
they said i knew it long ago and its just that i didnt want to face up to it or open up and tell anybody.
i find it really funny.im with the trainers for like only 2 days and they actually discover alot of things about me that people or even me myself hadnt discovered.(P.s most of the people i interact with thinks that i got alot alot of self confidence/self esteem because im so Bhb. Haha)
but after hearing their views and after them talking to me, i agreed on all of their points.
i need to acknowledge myself and build up my self- esteem.
more self esteem will bring me to greater heights(?)
i think so.
and im at a loss for words for the superficial relationships part.i dontknow what to say and i dontwant to think about it.
things aint the same anymore, i knew it but yet i continued.
and i was damn pissed at somebody just now.such a fucking(sorry didnt meant to use this word but i was really damn pissed) Bastard.Jerk.Loser (plus anyword that can describe that idiot).
such an asshole.im gonna scold you here and somewhere else if i can get your no.
GET A LIFE. you totally suck as a guy lah.be gay lah and hurt guys lah!
mother-f*cking glen.
and to best friend, you can get over it de lah although i know you are feeling hurt.sentimental person what.but like me, even with 6mths of relationship, i can do it so why not you?
on tues, bus197 was passing through bugis.and there was a crowd.a girl on the bus suddenly remembered that her idol, rainie yang was there.then it suddenly dawned to her that, one year ago, she went to the exact place at bugis on her first individual date with someone so special at that time and they were also watching rainie yang.and