Maybe owning love wasnt such a bad thing (?)
Well, being love by somebody, its great isnt it?

Weird stuffs inside my head.
Im feeling f______g inferior. Plenty to fight for.I am motivated, but i wonder. Can i do it?
And maybe, Im just so tired and sick of it that it doesnt really matters anymore.
Once, I did it with all my heart and soul. For now, I got no answer.
I am not good enough, it keeps flooding my mind. I know i am.
I suck, no doubt.