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Thursday, August 9, 2007 at 3:20 PM
Sudden emo. Been to my old blog.Saw all that shit.Emo again.Been to your blog.Cant bear it any longer.
i shouldnt be.i shouldnt be.i shouldnt be.oh for fuck's sake, get me away.
Familiar face.Familiar feelings rising again.
Why am i always the one Emo-ing.Why not you.
Am i really just someone who walks out of your life so quickly that you wouldnt even take a look back at me?
My heart aches, not because you dont love me anymore.Its because why do i love you so much.
Those three words.
我爱你. I love you. I regretted not expressing.
I dont want new ones, dont want old ones. I just want myself back.
Someone that is not affected by all of these before.
Someone that is happy all day long.
Someone that is contented with what she have.
Her family,her friends, her team, her class, her passion.
Not Him.
What's hurting me is the person, is the voice inside me.Why am i like that.
Why? All that shit.Its hurting, its tearing me apart.Heartbreaks are coming too soon.
如果你再说‘我爱你’，我想我会哭死。
我离开了，再也不会回到你的世界里。
你离开了，再也不会回到我身边。
我明了，也放手了。
但在我这方面，付出了太多，收不回来，只好让它像断了线的风筝，永远离开。
现在的我，已不是我。
没有灵魂，没有感情。我还能过活，我还能像以前一样，开开心心。
但又有谁知道，我到底有没有开心过？
上一段感情，结束了。 虽然我解脱了，心还是被束缚着， 不敢再去爱。
我还是相信爱情，但我不相信我自己。
谈一场轰轰烈烈的爱情，一直是我长久以来的梦想。但我做得到吗？我在怀疑我自己。
Its all about me.And how much i love you so.
I agreed that i've given up and everything is over, but the bits and pieces left are even harder to pick up.It may just haunt me forever. Because, i devoted my heart and got back a broken one.
Its not easy but its not as hard either.The feelings must go away.THEY MUST.
Anti Jon. and Anti the Jon-lookalike! Rawr.lol its the first time i ever throw his name out on my blog.
Grr. get out of my life. SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
No use in emo-ing anw.
IM LIVING ON A HIGH LIFE NOW~ :DDDD