It labels Beautiful Dreamer.
Second thoughts.
I hate emo emo emo.
But i cant help. I was crying today, realising how much support i actually needed for studying.
Then i remembered last year. When i was with you, studying for my geog paper.
We didnt study much, sat there and write notes although we are just opposite each other.
I've spent the 2hrs plus, happily with the loved.
And this year, Im at home, mugging my head off for Amaths and Egeog paper. And I couldnt take the pressure, the stress and tears begin to flow.
Its overwhelming. And it makes me remember the feelings.
Its terrible. I've told myself not to. And I did, alittle. And I actually felt better.
So it wasnt you that i missed, it was the feeling of having support and having to know someone that will always love you is there.
I miss that feeling. That feeling, having no doubts no second thoughts, go with my heart kind of feeling.
Perhaps, I've grown up. Matured alittle, know how to think before I work.
But I miss the way I used to be right in your arms and i know what you are thinking and you know what i want. The chemistry aint here anymore.
Maybe couples do have that kind of chemistry that makes people remember.
Im one example.
Im not holding any hopes. Im just living my life, the way i wanted to.
Looking pretty and all, maybe for some teeny weeny bit of it, Im hoping you will notice me again.
Because for that reason of yours. You changed my mindset. And you partly make the Me now.
I hate it when i do recaps of my life. It makes me regret and do not give me support to move on.
But I am moving on, quite well actually.

Im supporting you through your nlevels and hoping that you will score and go on. Im not that selfish lover. Im just emotional at times. I know you wouldnt miss me. I wouldnt too.
Im just missing the old days, cant say good but it cant be any better.
Its time. One last time. And I shall concentrate on my last few papers. It wouldnt be hard.
Told myself after all that crying today, Time to get some work done girl.

The connection is broken and it will never be mended.
It will stay as wonderful memories? Its always a question mark in my mind.
Maybe its good to put down and go. Boyfriends, love?
Ha. It must better be good or i wouldnt even want it.
I am an emotional person ( here i go again)
Black roses + chocolates !

More photos will be up after exams. Busy like a beeee!
Bangs are the sexzxzz! :D Look, Yunting is back again.