There’s a feeling in this world
That many of us know
And though we probably wish we didn’t
We sometimes feel alone
It’s not the best feeling in the world
But for some, it’s one they’re used to
It’s like you’re in an empty room
There’s no one there but you
When you’ve got no one to talk to
Because no one seems to care
And when you need to say something
It’s as if no one was there
When you spill your feelings on the page
But you still keep half inside
And just knowing that they hate you
It makes you want to die
When all you can do is shake your head
To try hard not to cry
Because your problems make you hurt
You think you don’t matter to the world
And that nobody needs you
But they say life gets better
They say it takes a while
Yet they’ve never tried on our shoes
And in them, walked a mile


Disguise.
I thought that was the best part of me, the best that I treasured. But now wishes are gone and dreams flew away. And most importantly, I wouldnt die without any of this. I wouldnt.
Just that maybe it followed me too long, having this burden, this strain, that everything couldnt return to last time, the last leap year. I've hoped for too much, thus falling too hard.
Your eyes hurt me deeply. I guess you didnt know but I can see the information sending through your eyes : You never liked me, you never cared. And all you cared was, how you are infront of the others.
And I shall not care because people always assume that Im strong, I can do it.
But they dont know that, the Stronger part of me is falling, becoming more vulnerable.
Im not over sensitive, Im just not blind.


Okay stop with the blasting. I know that people wouldnt know who I am referring too. And I dont want to put the whole chunk up there in small font or invisible(?) because it will attract even more attention. So I shall post it this way because actually, I dont want to give a damn anymore since now, I already have realise that you.are.not.worth.it.
Bwaha.
I shall stop the crap.
Sum up of the week:
1) Lost to Bukit Panjang Govt High.
2) Common testtttts : Hey I dint finish studying for Ss and physics but Im surprised 'cos I know how to do them! And I dont think I will fail SS(?) Whee.
3) Lost to Presbyterian High. It wasnt a good match because I was pissed at them throughout when that effing Captain Number 8, whatever JANG was really rude. And the Number 3 who accuse my dearest jiaxing. Fury.
4) Forget where I left my Egeog textbook. I dont even know whether it is in my locker or did I take it out not. Z My brains are getting too occupied by my daydreams. And Im getting blur.
5) Slack it out today. Went to Sally's house to bake :D Chiffon cheese cake with oreo top and coookies!


Imy, Footsie mate! Thanks for the virtual pet-pet on my head : )
But I'll love a real one! And Im going retail therapy now since somebody is sponsoring! Yay.

Labels: The last goodbye.