(Yay, myloves)

Im frustrated! Very. aww now I dontknow what to do.Z
I cant finish my physics syllabus. It sucksss I know. damn.
And tmrw's schoool which means no time to study! Why like that Why like that?!

My dad is F'cking nagging at me because he thinks that I dont study enough. Like Wtf if exams coming, I cant relakz and use the com? He doesnt know how much time I spent studying.
I dont want to be deprived of the things that makes me happy. And currently I can count how many brain cells I am left with. Drained out, powerless, thoughtless.

when you asked me whether if I like you, I went blank because I really dont not know the answer.And I guess you were relieved when I said "no?" I dont know what you meant by "oh okay,good" You said you wanted to make sure of something. You suspected it long ago? I really dont know. Im not in the best position to think of things like that anymore. I have to concentrate.
So, Im pushing you out of my mind, assuming that its impossible between us. Treat you like my "brudda!". That's what Im going to do.

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YUNTING, YOU HAVE TO STUDY!