KAWAIIII NEHXZXZXZX. LOL
ENLARGE!!
hahaha. its convo between me and jiaxing. that's the toddler her mum babysits! heh.
gonna go her house on thurs with jac to play with her! She's called kaixing and her bro also very cute.
He go and Mwah me on the webcam! so cute right?!!!!
OMGZ. lol I cant wait. They will sure cheer me up after all that debriefs. booo D:
heh. I realise i like to rot at home alot.
watching dramas one by one. teehee.

TMRW IS CLARKE QUAYYYYYY WITH MAMA, CHELS AND JOAN. CANT WAIT.
AND I THINK I AM GONNA LOVE MY RING : )

As told to Yinuo, 我问心无愧

Just couldnt let go off the fact that maybe you dont even want to be friends anymore.
You were really my good/best friend. I hope you will still be from the day we had talked it out,
but things always dont go the way I want them to be.
I am not the one in control. People control me alot. And Im always lead by them, my feelings flew away, my heart locked up. Maybe things cannot be helped.
I never did regret my decision because I dont think I did anything wrong.
I do agree that I am quite a failure at relationships for all it matters. But no one can doubt me, I enjoy and treasure friendships.
And guys and girls dont have to be in relationship all the time. Maybe friends are the best for some people?

Have been thinking this through today, and made a decision.
Either to confront or just ignore since you do not even want that friendship anymore.
I can easily confront you because of my character and my insecurities.
But I didnt do it, because I dont want to screw anymore things up.
I treasure you and our friendship, no matter what happens.
Having you as a friend, may be one of the good things that happen to me in my school life.
No doubt.
I'll try. People can see how I fall terribly, how I actually portray myself.
I'll still try, no matter what.

I always think that Im not suitable for a masquerade.
Because, Im too real to wear a mask and portray myself as somebody I am not, but somebody I want to be(?)

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