I'M SO FUCKING PISSED WITH MYSELF FOR BEING SICK AT THIS CRUCIAL MOMENT T.T

A'div just started and.....we lost. the crucial match. I wasnt there, I was FUCKING SICK, Stoning at home, hoping that my team would win!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What a team mate I am. Like wtfff !@#$%@#%@#$ D: D: D: D: D:<
zzz and my fever came back again. wtffff is wrong with my body?!!!!!
Ytd night, I really thought I was going to die!!!! I couldnt breathe properly..my chest hurts. omg Am I really going to die? :(

I have to buck up and recover fast enough to go back to trainings and make up for the loss. We can win Vjc we will win vjc!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D
Faith and Belief. We are a team, nothing is impossible :)

and naoooooooo, my turn to sleep. argh.