"She was doing this because she knew what it was like to hit rock bottom and to need someone to give you a leg up. She was doing this because she understood how a world jammed with phones and email and fazes could still leave you feeling utterly alone"

- Salem Falls.

What a weekend. Nothing. A weekend of nothing. Except for a pretty screwed haircut. and well, nothing again. There wasn't anything to look forward to, no friends no boyf no nothing this weekend. How sad can it get. Somehow, I cannot brush this sense of lonlieness away. I agree with Sarah about the sudden emptiness and lonlieness feeling. It comes so fast that you are caught with nothing to fight the feeling. You get thrown down by your own emotions, nobody to help you up. You are just trapped in your own world, struggling to survive and overcome the feeling. You feel a whizz of emotions, memories spinning in your head. Somehow, you survive the feeling. Then, the Aftermath hits you hard enough, you feel weak for the rest of the day.

My head is throbbing to a series of irregular tones. Argh why do I have to force myself to be happy when I'm not?

For the sake of........others being happy.

How about some Me-time.

I cant wait to snuggle in bed with Salem Falls and read away until I doze off into a happy dream.

Till then, goodbye.