Supposedly,

2010-04-02T22:33:00.001+08:00

I've switched over to tumblr! find me there! haha ok.

dancingonthehighwire.tumblr!

2010-02-20T15:07:00.001+08:00

hi omg why is my blog so dead. im not sure too. haha too busy to ever do a proper post because i have lit geog gp and math to do. lol and plenty of The big bang theory to catch up with haha pretty much busy and all. plus i have trngs and boyfriend. and its CNY week!! i love cny and i love my new house (L)

PARAMORE IN LIKE 2 WEEKS TIME I CANT WAIT \M/

2010-01-17T16:30:00.002+08:00

hi school has started and life is pretty much mundane, except that trngs are getting more and more. and we'll have much more friendly! hmm. and somebody's 18th birthday coming^^ LOL i cant wait :D

anw studying fail for ytd and today and Yes if you're wondering that its been one week since i've watched any tv. torturing!!!!! and i dont think i'll get to watch any next week too :( imagine, no csi no hk drama!!! D:<

going out to taka now with mum and sis! byez

school is starting in 3,2,1 boomz

2010-01-10T13:06:00.002+08:00

^^ heh. happy days like this are going to end :(

School is starting in less than 24 hours!! o.m.g D:<

need to do work and trim my bangs and remove my nail polish and pack my bag......endless things to do.

will update again.

Olevel results tmrw!! How exciting hmm plus open house on wed haha

2010-01-07T11:25:00.002+08:00

So what now?

Cant even watch tv cos all the cables are gone. Cant even use the laptop now because some big fuck threatens to cut off the internet.

What is your fucking problem? stress at work then fucking resign la come and take out on us. We spend your money so what, not my problem that stupid sis causes you to flare up like some bull and nag non stop. we suffer eh knncb. dont feel like coming home because i got nothing better to do at home other than to face u, face my kp sis and mom.

2010-01-06T19:23:00.004+08:00

VERY FUCKING PISSSED.

THE WORLD IS CRAZY.

MY PARENTS ARE CRAZY. MY LIFE IS CRAZY.

Yes I'm feeling angsty. I need an escape, I'm not happy. I do not know how to motivate myself. I want to have fun. I want to run away.

Yes I want to run away. The world is definitely fucked.

a New 2010

2010-01-04T22:28:00.002+08:00

hi to those reading this blog, I realise I havent post anything to summarise my year of 2009 and what I plan for 2010! So here it is,

in 2009 :

1) I'm grateful for my girlfriends (you know who you are) heh. I'm glad that we still hangout although not as often anymore(not like in cchms times or when like in sec2 and sec3 with pang kok they all when we just keep meeting for a few days in a row). I love spending time with you girls, laughing, chilling and doing nothing sometimes. I think I laughed the hardest when I'm with yal haha

2) Thankful for my cousin! although we dont meet up often, we are still close and i really appreciate you! :)

3) For sa volleyball team : A cute and funny bunch of girls that make training fun and enriching every time :) I feel myself improving! haha thanks for the endless support~

4) for my family, I know its hard for my dad recently cos he's not happy with his job. But he's persevering and still allowing us to enjoy our lives together. He's my favorite hero of all times.

5) for 09A06: I'm glad to have yal for the whole year! we are people with different personalities coming together, making a bond making a class. Although this year we'll be separated, the fun memories will stay!

And lastly for 2009, I'm thankful for you bb <3>

and for 2010,

1) I'm shifting house!!!!!!!

2) Aiming for at least top8 for A'div! Best is top 4!!!!!!

3) stay at home more

4) stop going to so much fleas and restrict myself from buying clothes!!

5) I'M GOING FOR PARAMORE'S CONCERT.

6) Stick to my resolution of : Party hard, Play hard, STUDY hard.

P.S one more 7) try to trim my bangs regularly so Miss K doesnt have any reason to catch my hair again!

2010-01-01T18:30:00.002+08:00

“Don’t you just love New Years? You get to start all over. Everybody gets a second chance.”

—	‘Forrest Gump' Happy New Year people! I had a great one with my girls :) And I'm 18 hahaha finally!!! Say hello to a new life! New year resolution : Party hard, play hard, study hard!

2009-12-27T17:42:00.002+08:00

Hi, love. I'm sorry for everything that has happened for the last 2 days. I will be a better and nicer person/girlfriend next year and the following years ahead! This I promise you :)

I love you lim chee chee ♥

2009-12-25T14:08:00.000+08:00

HAHA WTH I HAVE SOME SECRET ADMIRER COOL NOT LOL

2009-12-16T11:42:00.002+08:00

PARAMORE IS CONFIRM GUARANTEE CHOP COMING TO SG OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!

INDOOR STADIUM SOMEMORE. I CANNOT CONTAIN MY EXCITEMENT! NEED TO GET MY HANDS ON THE TICKETS LIKE SOOOOOOOOON.

2009-12-13T17:38:00.003+08:00

Yawn. Im tired! gonna rest cos I've been using the com for 6hrs?! ok wth shit. hahaha now i know why DB always say I do shit on the com and spend alot alot of time and i dont know what i did -.- ok fine! I'm going to study with joan tmrw anw! haha so im going to study, or at least understand physical geog and finish all the thick readings of urban geog T.T And i still have to read Broader Perspectives plus lit books!!!

I have alot to do, so little time! Plus, I'm going to move house like like really soon!! I know i have been harping on it for the longest time but yes finally!! Gonna get the keys next week and poof, hectic hectic hectic!!

shiok right its 50 storeys high @.@ okay im going to go offline! bye!

2009-12-12T09:56:00.002+08:00

:) I'm so very in love heh

2009-12-07T16:00:00.000+08:00

Today I went to a meet and greet for Rupert Grint. I'm a ginger,so my friends said to me " why dont you use your ginger language to communicate. When it came time to meet him I said " Bing Bong Clik Clik"...He responded by saying " Clik Clik (Whistle)" and then winked at me. God I love him. MLIA

haha rubert grint so cute ^^

2009-12-03T11:28:00.002+08:00

(photos credit to phototero)

Fireworks at vivo ytd was breathtaking! heh. Didnt regret going although i was backing out a little haha cos vivo very far leh! Photos do not do justice to the beauty of fireworks!

I love fireworks and how it always surprises me with different sparks and colours!

Will get more photos if i can find :D

2009-12-01T15:03:00.001+08:00

Im going to make a plan and stick with it haha this is the second post of the day :O

This is bad this is bad. off to make plans and woo plan to study and flea and whatever not! heh.

and shitttt, my nails are starting to chip off ;( brisk blue nails byebye

RING DING DING

2009-12-01T11:22:00.003+08:00

Check out my new nail colour : OPI Brisk blue hoho

Check out my good friends (L)

yay best friends have fun together! Best friends give me the best etc:family outing! (damn funnny!!!!!) hahahaha and singing along to ring ding ding lol

okay holidays are here and Im not very happy. Maybe I'll be happy later.

nov is still sleeping, i think gyming is cancelled -.-

2009-11-28T14:05:00.000+08:00

Today, I went to see New Moon. At the part when Edward leaves, a guy dressed as Harry Potter stood up and screamed "CEDRIC DON'T GO!" and ran out of the theatre sobbing. I felt emotional. MLIA

(Y) (Y) (Y)

im gonna play fb poker now.. bb says we gonna challenge and see who reaches 1million. the loser will have to grant the winner a wish!! yay okay

2009-11-25T12:34:00.001+08:00

2009-11-24T13:55:00.003+08:00

What do people mean by A Team?

I've lost the one and only purpose to train hard for Adiv next year.

Team effort is required.

Conflicts, not resolved.

2009-11-22T19:53:00.002+08:00

2012 was touching. company was good.

We'll pull through this, we will definitely stay together.

I love you. You'll always be there, right there, can you see it? In my heart.

“If you can’t fly then run, if you can’t run the walk, if you can’t walk then crawl, but whatever you do you have to keep moving forward.”

—	Martin Luther King Jr.

2009-11-18T11:59:00.000+08:00

HORATIO CAINE IS DA SEXZ. BOOMZ.

I want to study criminology! But all the universities are not offering.. hmm!

2009-11-18T11:01:00.001+08:00

Today, I realized that if I save a Word Document as "What's Up", my computer will save it as: What's Up.doc Made my day. MLIA - lol lol

MLIA

2009-11-15T19:24:00.002+08:00

I'm scared I'll get screwed over by this.
Hmm.. I hope I will feel 'safe' in a few days time! I believe it will, but I'm not sure :/

okay a quick post here and byee.

This week was fruitful and good :)

DBDBDBDBDB, baking, Us, training, Plock, bejeweled & endless fun of Plants Vs Zombies.
kk I'm getting longwinded bb!

2009-11-12T11:42:00.001+08:00

hi hi Pw is over over over and forever!!! haha okay im happy.
Been slacking everyday, been meeting cheechee everyday :O haha so happy^^
anw class outing later, and Us at night!!!! yay! my life is so great.
happygirl92 signing out.

2009-11-08T14:19:00.001+08:00

I hope my blog can be seen by everybody now. haha practising for op is not fun. i want to sleep and rot away.. cant wait for op to be over (Y)

2009-10-25T20:12:00.001+08:00

Now you know why they make me happy^^

2009-10-23T22:13:00.000+08:00

You think bravery is to fight and courage is to die. But the bravest ones stand in front of those who would and say

"We will not fight. Because courage is to live."

I want to die, can I?

2009-10-22T20:39:00.001+08:00

feel like saying lots and lots of things. but i think i will retreat back to stuffs like paper and pen. I think i will feel more comfortable there.

Now, nothing and nobody can help. I just want to shrivel up, die and disappear without any trace.

goodbye. will be back when i feel like it.

2009-10-20T21:43:00.002+08:00

JC life is hectic and now it's going to get worse. With trainings, PW and more school work unloading, what a great month ahead till school's out. and Tadah, more homework. okay fine i shall stop whining. 09A06 is getting much more fun, and we bonded whee.

go visit if you havent www.weare09a06.blogspot.com

2009-10-16T21:55:00.002+08:00

ho. I dont know what to say srsly. but yes I'm quite sad about people not being able to promote and go with me till JC ends. I have been taking people for granted, knowing they will always be there. But yet now, it's so different. People are at risk of leaving, at risk of retaining. Yet, I cant do anything but feel sad and cry D; I dont like this feeling. I luv you all, and I still do. Please be fine and okay. I wont want anything happening to you all :(

I want to help, tell me if you need my help :)

2009-10-11T19:57:00.000+08:00

Blair: What do we have, Chuck?
Chuck: Tonight. So shut up. And dance with me.

Sweeeeeeeeet. I will love a good dance too.

2009-10-09T21:05:00.000+08:00

ITS THE WEEKENDS BABY WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I dont like you!

2009-10-08T17:58:00.003+08:00

I wonder why some people have friends? Do all the same kind of people really flock together? Like the bitchy ones with the bitchy ones, the stupid ones with the stupid ones. Or maybe not. xx does not seem stupid to me though..okay maybe I'm too judgmental. Like to the people that really really irritates me. What puzzles me is that they dont irritate their friends. Why! Okay, maybe character-wise we are different, but how different can we get? Are you really that annoying compared to my other friends? There are some people that you really cant click with..on a certain level. Sometimes, I have this selfish thought that i want xx or aa to disappear, like right out of my life. ( although they have never really been in it lol) I always wonder and imagine how great it will be if they just left or disappear, like 'poof' then bye, I'll never see you again!! Now, those who know me well and who is reading this post, you will be surprised because you understand that I'm not a person who hates, or dislike another person unless you are really that bad. Yes, I mean that bad. Like 'Fuck off' bad bad. okay you get the drift. Fine, so now you know how much I dislike aa or xx. lol I'm not caring about what they think about me, or should I change their perception of me? No way! Because I know my friends love me for who I am and their friends, maybe their friends are blind. oops I am getting bitchy :P haha okay I'll be mean and bitchy only to those I dont like whee.

SIDENOTE : WHEN IS SALLY COMING BACK FROM JAPPPPPAN? AND AND JEN JUST GOT ME EXCITED BECAUSE WE MAY BE GOING OUT ON SAT LOL LOL hope she doesnt make me happy and excited then ps me haha.

2009-10-07T21:07:00.003+08:00

Love this photo. I feel like sleeping again.........

GG GG GG

2009-10-04T12:55:00.003+08:00

GOSSIP GIRL PIC SPAM (i typed smap-.-) okay haha

yay gossip girl!

P.S i think georgina is fucking hot!!!!!!

Blake lively looks so pretty here.

white and plain. still glamorous

i love her style!

so cute so cute so cute so cute.

HAHAHAHAHA this is funny. love Blake lively's legs too!

Blair ftw haha

gorgeous.

2009-10-01T16:11:00.002+08:00

anyone has it? :D

2009-10-01T14:24:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was funnnn. Been so long since i really went to pat tor lol

orthello and me and DB's favourite honey red tea yumm. and and Berrylite ftw~ serious it was damn good. Pwns yami yogurt hands down. haha then we watched movie and i felt the tremors!!! my chair was shaking to the left to the right hahaha making me giddy then i told DB " eh my chair shaking sia very giddy eh!!" haha he touched my chair and say "ya hor" then i went to change a seat but his chair was still shaking!!! hahaha then he change seat again -.- for the whole process we didnt even know it was the tremors!! haha quite funny though. but its the second time i felt it! The last time was in sec3 when i can still rmb shensong shouted " eh the ground shaking lah" LOL epic. I think we were having Amaths lessons hahaha okay then after the movie we went to eat ba kut teh!!!! yay :D so niceeeeeeeeee yum. and i found my raglan tee :D but still need to consider. haha will get it when i really want it!!!!

from the above post, can see that I'm really happy. happygirl92@gmail. lol i think i should have more pat tor outings with bb love love!

today was spent at home, eating mcwings and craving for more. plus i need xiaolongbao desperately gonna eat dimsum with DB soon :D dimsum my favvvvv :D and and and we have a secret place to fly kite and have picnic :D i cant wait!!!!! yay yay fly kite fly kite~~~~

2009-10-01T11:51:00.002+08:00

I'm having a massive headache now. So much for my stay home and rest and read my book day. argh gonna pop some pills later.

I've been thinking alot after promos. I think of..college. Of people. Of Friends. I dont know what

I can do, to save myself out of certain situations. Promos were bad very bad. I need everything to be clear. What do I want exactly? Why am I in college? I hate the life there. Is that really what I want? My friends? My classmates? Everything is a blur. I'm clueless about what I want to do. My head is spinning. Conversations are coated with lies and more lies, blame and more blame. It's getting scary. I once asked my mum about why xx did this and my mum told me that there are lots of people out there who are like xx or even worse. This is how the society is. Nobody can change it. You just have to hope that you wont have to meet with people that are like that.

Okay seriously my head is spinning and spinning. I need to eat some pills.

And carry on with my activities for the day. out and around.

2009-09-30T11:03:00.001+08:00

fighting food, fighting conspiracy. fighting... fighting temptations.

Is life always such a fight? Against own guilt, own conscience, own deeds?

I ponder.

2009-09-27T14:08:00.001+08:00

Nobody in the right mind will do probability (!!!!!!)

okay fine. off to do more maths and geog. I havent finish my urban geog YET. argh. so much for my love for urban geog. and there is still taming of the shrew.

Maths paper less than 24 hrs away? :O

Which means, freedom smells so so very near :-)

2009-09-23T17:54:00.001+08:00

Sometimes i feel that Im used for a certain purpose. Maybe its my fault to accept everything people request of me and feel bad about rejecting them. That's just me.

2009-09-20T18:45:00.001+08:00

press on because all of us can do it, can make it. luv you girls out there, us, pangjaneziyiilena, vballmates yesss. we gonna promote no matter what :) love.

2009-09-20T17:34:00.001+08:00

hihi i miss you :( but im gna study hard okay? ( i know you'll be reading this)

I love you!!!!! (L)

2009-09-18T22:11:00.000+08:00

omg my neck hurts and im shivering. literally shivering. i dont know why am i going to dieeeee

ANBERLIN ANBERLIN

2009-09-16T12:11:00.001+08:00

One of the most amazing nights, in video! omg omg omg omg omg~

For the fuck-face person

2009-09-12T21:15:00.003+08:00

For the fuck face person out there, who thinks that she's mega pretty:

Love-hate relationship. Maybe now its more of a I-dont-really-like-you or I-dont-want-to-care-about you attitude. Cant help it. Because that's how you are and how you behave. It's so fucking annoying. I've been complaining about the same person all over again. Guess someone is right, "accumulated". I shall not make it obvious, whoever that is.

Just stop getting on my nerves!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to-do list after promos!!!!

2009-09-10T22:15:00.004+08:00

Currently, i do not have time to do anything i like. but after promos, I'm gonna..

1) Attempt to make a molten chocolate cake woopiez ^^

2) come out with designs for my new room! The one up there is so pretty!

3) Make puddings! they look so simple to make but a goody after-meal!

4) attempt sewing something like that. It's so adorable. hehe

5) And notebooks! similar to those above..but I dont really know what I need them for. Birthday presents?

6) Make potato salad yumz.

7) Read more books :)

I realise I want to try and make alot of food. 4 out of 7 to-do's are on food :/

Been spending too much on snacks and food these days. makes me happy and Yes destress! since I cant do much shopping anymore :(

I like the post to be like that, so nice with visuals and all haha. finally blogger is back to normal. Talking to bestfriend now. He keeps worrying about no backup after 30plus even if he's not marred. LOL We made a pact about marrying each other if we are not married by 30! haha so stupid right, anw bestfriend, dont worry. At most get innocent and naive PRC girls ( quite rare hur,depicted by what is seen in singapore :-O) HAHA. okay now he just made me LOL.

"head still as big as usual leh" and I said "YA" what a bad friend.

Okay gonna rest. tmrw is comex fair and shokudo~

The memory's keeper's daughter

2009-09-06T21:54:00.004+08:00

Amazingly done. It has been such a hectic week. With nothing but studies on my mind now.

Im becoming such a geek -O.O-

today reminds me of my olevel days. studying with pang at bk, chillin' at Sally's. this time round though, its promos. haha i've learnt how to make braid bracelets! made one for myself and DB. heh. cute! and h!a!p!p!y! haha

back to sch tmrw for lit lectures for the whole morning! how boring can life get? rawwr.

I'm hungry now. i ate home made chocolate fondue for dinner k! zz damn hungry now.

k bb!

paperthin hymn

2009-09-01T16:42:00.003+08:00

those thoughts run through my head, over and over.

I cant help but more picspam because it was one of the most amazing night ever this year.

When are yal coming back?<3

ANBERLIN FTW

2009-09-01T12:41:00.003+08:00

Anberlin was fucking awesome \m/. The company was good (thanks nov!!!) and DB sent me home after he was done at yck!! yay loveyou :D

And saw a few familiar faces.. like J!! haha was glad that after such a long time, he still recognises me :) And luckily we didnt get moshed. haha the crowd was great except for the mats. They dont even listen to anberlin and they go there just to mosh. zzz and people smoke like its free. I hate it. It's so damn smelly!! And it was humid, not a breezy night.Explains all the sweat that is so visible and my hair sticks onto my skin like..argh.

haha but overall it was really really awesome :-)

Oh and teachers' day..hmm.

The way college celebrated it was way similar to what chungcheng did for 4years. haha pretty boring. I only enjoyed the rhythemic gymnasts and mr adi dancing to nobody! haha at least in chungcheng, CO is still much bigger and much better. The dancers are also much better. college dancers love to show off their hiphop moves, which is not very well done anw. They should stick to what they are good at since everybody love to watch people dancing, even if its Not hiphop.

Ya, and went back to chungcheng. that place havent changed much, just that quote euniki and chels "look like post-war siah" haha yea it does. chungcheng juniors do not know how to take care of their classrooms :/ haha

slack around, saw mrs lim, MR AHMAD :D, miss/mdm Gan, mrs periera and Lawrence Gan haha. still the same old teachers, same old jokes, familiarity is what i really found and kept in that little secret place in one of the corners of my heart.

Hang around at parkway, the once so familiar place. then to ecp for bbq.

Really love 4MD. Everybody looks the same, the same old joan and nigel convo and violence. The same old euniki mama, same old old men, hg and yd HAHA. same old "I'm a dragon" Thomas.. same old loud chorhung and the ever so vulgar panjie..same old cute children of MD, nad and squish. same old me and sj. whatever that's me can only be found in 4MD?

RT @tangtorres home is where the heart is - my heart is forever with MD.

Just that it seems like JC life took the toll on most of us.. D:

fav quote.

2009-08-24T21:13:00.004+08:00

credit: tumblr

"He wanted all to lie in an ecstasy of peace. I wanted all to sparkle, and dance in a glorious jubilee. I said his heaven would be only half alive, and he said mine would be drunk; I said I should fall asleep in his, and he said he could not breathe in mine. " - Wuthering Heights, Emily Bronte.

What is your type of heaven? Where do you wish to live after death, with the beginning of a new life?

2009-08-23T20:40:00.002+08:00

It's such a great song (L)

I always wonder why am I complaining so much about my life. Come to think of it, I've a bunch of great friends, my ever supportive family and a very loving boyfriend. What's there to ask for? Yet, I realise I need more than just them to make life better for me. I want satisfaction from the things I do. I need more love from everywhere. I want to feel appreciated. And I hate conflicts. It makes people turn away from each other. Two people, once so close and now so far. I'm sick of it and I would love to wait for you to take the initiative muahaha evil me.

And oh shit my papers just flew all over the place. I was packing my file when I decided to blog and left them on the floor. they are now flying, literally.

Once again, tumblr is soooooooo fun!!!!!!!!!!
dancingonthehighwire.tumblr :)

School tmrw, miss k not coming wheeeeeeee

2009-08-22T19:44:00.000+08:00

I love to be at home, infront of the com, doing these things :

1) watch Csi/Gossipgirl/taiwan variety show and laugh my ass off (Y)
2) blog-hopping
3) tumblr!!! ( current fav!! )
4) ONLINE SHOPPING (sense the importance?)
5) FML, GMH, XX, and all the nonsense haha
6) blog?
7) Facebook and Twitter.

Yawn, I'm tired. I didnt even do much today. I spent 1hr on an econs essay question part a. zzz
And blogger still doesnt allow me to post photos. It's getting super annoying. I cant wait to change into a laptop and play the Sims3!!!!!

2009-08-22T11:04:00.000+08:00

I've been eating alot, alot nowadays. it sucks when I have no training.. and I keep eating. I like to stuff my face and eat and eat. Because I'm stress :( and i cant watch my favourite csi anymore because i got no time. arghhhh. now back to studying.

2009-08-19T19:14:00.000+08:00

I'm loss for words. Today we were just so happy going on a field trip. But in the end, it ended on a bad note. New girls just went away without notifying. Old girls.. I dont want to say anymore.

What's with the team thing when we dont even dare to confront each other on issues?

We need a confrontation and talk things out. This is how we need to solve problems.

Yes or No?

Life's been...boring. I've been stressed over studies for the umpteen times. There is so much shit to do. So much to study so little time. Look at the amount of Geog. Kill me now. Plus PW is never-fucking-ending. Just when I'm typing this, the motherfucker teacher just smsed us about the formatting without telling us where we went wrong. What kind of teacher is this? And for the 23461095 times, PW SUCK. So now, I'm going to bathe and redo abit of my lit notes and try and wait till 830 for Pw meeting online. Headache.

But ytd was awesome :) I love my boyfriend alot alot alot alot hahaha and my girlfriends too. They really made my day/week if I get to meet them on friday too!!!!!! :D :D :D :D

okay. maybe my girlfriends and boyfriend and my family and my new house and the dream of backpacking after Alevels are the motivation for me to live. sux2beme I KNOW.

2009-08-15T11:32:00.001+08:00

ANBERLIN :D

2009-08-10T10:10:00.000+08:00

I havent been blogging much i know. haha
too busy and i got no photos to put up here :(
my life's a blank LOL.
Will get photos and upload here okayokay.
Gonna go out later so I think I should do some econss!!

2009-08-06T21:13:00.000+08:00

I'm bored, I'm tired.
I dont feel like going to school tmrw! :(

2009-08-03T14:24:00.000+08:00

hi. I've decided to come back here.
okay now im too sick to do anything. Im going to take a nap.

2009-07-30T20:50:00.001+08:00

Blogger is such a bitch. I'm thinking of switching to livejournal. haha its so much better there! maybe i should. I cant even update properly. I think its my com + blogger= bitch. I tried every browser i have-.-

fine, my lj : www.livejournal.com/sayitsimple
:) see you there.

2009-07-14T21:21:00.000+08:00

This week is a shit week!! but yay my mum just made me really happy!!!!!!!!!!!! haha

okay shall update soon. And finally im going out with jen they all next sat. JOAN IF YOU ARE NOT FREE AGAIN IM GNA KILL YOU HAHAHA ROAR

WHO

2009-07-12T17:52:00.003+08:00

Who actually cares? Who?

Friends? Who are they? Why do they always say they care and in the end they break their promise and disappear to nowhere? Why are they making empty promises? Is it that hard to meet up for a meal, just a meal? We go the distance for our dear friends, try to compromise and in the end, We( or I) end up disappointed. Nobody cares anyway. Do I have a place right there in your heart? Do you think of me how often I think of you? Do our memories still exist? I have doubts.

We are all so busy with our own lives, that we do not have time for each other. School aint so fun as before; Friends change; I change; Lives change; Future lies ahead. I dont even have the chance to update my friends on anything I've been doing. By my blog? I doubt. Who does read it anyway? Who does care? Who? Clique? What clique?

Our memories are etched in my mind, and heart. What about you? Nothing, right?

2009-07-12T16:36:00.002+08:00

"She was doing this because she knew what it was like to hit rock bottom and to need someone to give you a leg up. She was doing this because she understood how a world jammed with phones and email and fazes could still leave you feeling utterly alone"

- Salem Falls.

What a weekend. Nothing. A weekend of nothing. Except for a pretty screwed haircut. and well, nothing again. There wasn't anything to look forward to, no friends no boyf no nothing this weekend. How sad can it get. Somehow, I cannot brush this sense of lonlieness away. I agree with Sarah about the sudden emptiness and lonlieness feeling. It comes so fast that you are caught with nothing to fight the feeling. You get thrown down by your own emotions, nobody to help you up. You are just trapped in your own world, struggling to survive and overcome the feeling. You feel a whizz of emotions, memories spinning in your head. Somehow, you survive the feeling. Then, the Aftermath hits you hard enough, you feel weak for the rest of the day.

My head is throbbing to a series of irregular tones. Argh why do I have to force myself to be happy when I'm not?

For the sake of........others being happy.

How about some Me-time.

I cant wait to snuggle in bed with Salem Falls and read away until I doze off into a happy dream.

Till then, goodbye.

2009-07-08T11:40:00.002+08:00

Because I still have the time to come here and blog like nobody's business when I pon school and allow myself to engage in a series of gossip girl and the never-ending tweets from Paris hilton and xiaxue(both bimbos I know, just cant help it but to follow them). How can I possibly do that with no guilty conscience? Actually, I realise I can. And I'm doing it now. It's nobody's business, it's mine.
I'm going to miss out on physical training today and I dont know why I feel bad about it. Although I know I couldnt run with them(because of my stupid stupid knees), I know they know I'm there. And it kinda suck when I miss out on any kind of team gathering or team bonding. ( I dont even know when are the new people coming!) okay. I cant wait for training to start, like yesss pleasez. Because I can feel the drive in me, with an aim to achieve and strive ( i sound like a school motto-.-) and yes achieve's the word. That motivation is here, for the next season, I and We definitely want to do better. And to show some girl that we are actually not as lousy as she said we were. We weren't, from the start. She should shut her mouth up and we should laugh at her for not able to perservere and learn the beauty of the game. Alright, I should stop since she's so not worth any mention on my blog and once I speak of her, I get abit annoyed. okay Very annoyed. but that's not the point.

I'm going out for my fav pepper lunch caramel icecream and some backpack and hard disk looking plus books from the library.
Bless me for not spending too much :/
Then back to taming of the shrew and more analysis of Barbie Doll ( and their controversies! So interesting.)

2009-07-08T09:29:00.003+08:00

Yeah, life is beautiful,
Our hearts they beat and break.
When you run away from harm,
Will you run back into my arms
Like you did when you were young?
Will you come back to me?
And I will hold you tightly 
When the hurting kicks in...
Life is beautiful- Vega 4.


Just finish watching the trailer of My sister's keeper. Started crying uncontrollably.
I've read the book and I'm so looking forward to the movie,although I know the ending
is different from the book.
I cant wait.
And I'm going to borrow Salem Falls,
and continue with Jodi Picoult as she is such a great great writer.
How I wish Nineteen Minutes will be made into a movie.

Wake up from your sleep,

2009-07-06T14:52:00.002+08:00

overdose of gossip girl (yesss and finally~)

I'm so not pumped about school tomorrow. Results, and all that bullshit coming right back. Life's been like a rush, fast decisions, events coming and going like a breeze. No room to catch a breath. It's our decision to live fast and die young. But throughout the process, did we really try our best in everything? Did we miss out anybody that was once so important that you thought you would die without them? This is like a mad race, throwing everybody and running for yourself. I dont want to be like that. I dont want to throw away my family my friends, the people who are important to me, the people whom I love so much more than myself. People who made life worth the pain, the sadness and all that shit. But somehow, nothing is going to stop people from moving on with their lives without you. And I kinda realise that...those who I had'nt meet up for awhile, I'm sorry. Those who didn't even bother, I do not know what to say. Those who I tried so hard to squeeze time out to be with, are the ones that are so worth everything. Although whatever we always come out with dont succeed, but at least, somehow, we still know that we cared. Nostalgic aint always negative, it brings out the relationships people built over the years and the bond will not be broken, not so easy I guess. School will be school and outside life of school will be a much more fulfilling and exciting one. There are still people I love in school, but I guess, it's the ones that I dont see everyday matters to me as much as school buddies.

I'm trying to get myself exposed to more words,poems and books. My unseen is getting from bad to worse. And I really do need the power to work. Much more exposure leads to ability to analyse and do critical thinking!! I've been too shallow, more thinking please and less stoning.

may we never be stripped of anything we love.

2009-07-05T18:57:00.003+08:00

I'm doubtful because I think I'm a bad bad girl :(
sorry. Maybe I need more time to fit right in..yesss time.

♥.♥

2009-07-02T14:40:00.002+08:00

shy boy

♥.♥

heh. Had a really happy day ytd! I was touched,very touched thankyou DB :*
Today is the last official day of mugging before hmm the next exam I guesss.
And after tmrw, it will be IceAge 3D, 3 straight days of sentosa (ayg beach volley hoho!!!!) yay.
and i'm gonna live in my own world before results come out ugh.
kthxbb.

2009-06-30T20:31:00.002+08:00

Because there is this silly boy that made my day on Sunday, surprising me with Kinder Bueno when I'm struggling with econs ;(
haha I feel so loved (L) (L)
3 papers down, 2 more to go~ I have two days of holidays! So, transformers tmrw :D :D

2009-06-28T13:36:00.002+08:00

PANIC MODE.
DONT BE DECEIVED BY MY FB STATUS. WTF
ECONS, I SUCK AT CASE STUDIES AND NOW, IDK WHETHER MY ESSAYS CAN MAKE IT.
FML.

gonna do hardcore studying from 2 to around 6plus 7? yeah.
okay.

There are so many good movies in july.
Transformers (okay its in june but end of june lah so counted as july.), ICE AGE 3!!!!!!!!!! ( I AM SO GONNA WATCH IT IN 3D. heh), and HARRY POTTER~~~~
Hurry CTs. END ALR I CAN WATCH LIAOZZ ( INSERT HAPPY GRINN)

FOR NOW, STUDYING IS TOP TOP TOP PRIORITY BECAUSE ECONS PAPER IS TMRW.
FML, AGAIN.

2009-06-26T12:34:00.001+08:00

I NEED PICKTURES. OKAY BB. LOL

Out and about, with DB hoho. I think im a bad _________ :(

2009-06-25T19:59:00.001+08:00

yay love love. what more can i say? :}

2009-06-25T12:20:00.000+08:00

lace is fucking sexy, i think i should get the top. and its fifteeen, okay yes its mine.

2009-06-23T11:28:00.001+08:00

I dont feel like studying but I have to.
I must stop sitting infront of the com. I must start studying like now..give me 5 more mins.
oh gosh.

2009-06-22T10:52:00.001+08:00

hmmm. happily in love :} photos not in my phone :()
Farewell later, promised myself 1hr to the com only.
Praying for hols to extend ... Please!

2009-06-20T16:40:00.001+08:00

okay hihi I'm sick of all the short posts but nothing has been happening! like seriously.
haha maybe after monday I'll have more stuff to blog about. woooz.
Monday farewell dinner tues paintballlll!! I LOVE TO PLAY PAINTBALL.
Have been studying and well, I'm proud of myself by completing plate tectonics! yay hurray.
okay rushing PW survey now, meeting DB later for movie yipeeee bye

status : on high!

2009-06-19T20:54:00.003+08:00

Right choice made to settle down.

2009-06-19T10:36:00.001+08:00

Today is Haw Par Villa day, what fun.

(L) (L) (L) (L)

2009-06-18T22:33:00.003+08:00

Today is a nice and fine day. Today is a love-filled day :}
nothing more to say, I'm happy!

although only finish monopoly and PC, and still..clueless about physical geog. Nice yt.

Moonshine,

2009-06-17T22:33:00.004+08:00

DMC!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg he damn freaky! and sally made me help her take photo!!! eeeyer

Cos We love each other like that :)

classic! i likey~~
We had fun, as usual :D haha night by clarke quay was good. Like how we're amazed by the bungee shot thingy. We saw it go up and down, left and right so many times and we are still fasinated haha. okay maybe it's just me lol me and ilena having fun playing with cameras to get nice photos! like nice streaks of lights and we'll giggle to ourselves like small kids.
I love how they always make me laugh and how we do really stupid things together.
We'll go on like that....till the end of time ( sounds cheesy/corny whatever you call it but yesss i really wish we can be girlfriends till then [: ) cos they are the people who know me best! ( minus like my parents and others..)

People are amazed by how long our friendships are. I'm glad and I'm very very proud :}

okay yay. tmrw kfc breakfast and transformers and econs and more econs. and more junk food D:<

2009-06-15T12:15:00.000+08:00

very very very pissed with a seller. mutha fcking idiot that didnt tell me that the dress was sold. tmd i like that dress lah and its cheap. zzzzzzzzzz why do i always meet with sellers like this kns. okay back to econs elasticity. will be back to update photos and stuff like that.

2009-06-12T14:29:00.003+08:00

Just for laughs : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA recognise who?
FUNNY TTM

I SHOPPED ONLINE AGAIN. AND BOUGHT A DRESS WHICH WILL LOOK LIKE A TOP ON ME.
I'M TALL THAT'S WHY. lol

okay I shouldnt say too much..short people will whack me-.-
Havent been doing alot lately. Went swimming with jen ytd. She said I was white! like white in the face.booya
suxckz to be me. haha and my face is rotting. like rotting. ew indoors do not do any good to you yunting. But the weather is so fucking hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg. kill me to go out. haha and Ice cream chefs is as good as ever. I'm gna go ntuc at amk to buy caramelized biscuits yum.

And im left with erm 2 chapters of econs. market structure(probably taking 2 days to complete if i'm a good girl) and elasticity. and alot alot alot of GEOG. Physical geog makes me wna puke. completing human geog in 3 more lectures :O ( It's still alot mind you.)

okay. i need to go prepare. gna go queensway to collect stuff then off to training. there is friendly today and I'm not prepared!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omgomgomg

Adam Lambert admits " I'm Gay"

2009-06-10T12:46:00.002+08:00

Studying is fun with cherie and nov! haha think coffeebean, photobooth and instaxxz. lovely.
Although our botak jones date became another epic failure! haha
okay shit I've been watching boys before flowers from the morn. Ji hoo is irresistible when he smiles. Especially after he cuts his hair yum. Jun Pyo is as delicious as ever.. Yi jung is soooo cute. Oh man I can go on talking about them for like..okay I dont want to think. Just one more episode will be enough..yes that's all.
Tmrw's studying date at Jen's house and maybe swimming after that! I need to feel healthy haha
AND JEN CAN WE PLEASE PLEASE EAT ICE CREAM CHEFS I MISS IT SO MUCH. NUTELLA ICECREAM WITH LOACKERS. ( quote cherie : GODLIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

2009-06-09T10:01:00.001+08:00

craving for mcdonalds breakfast. yum and back to geog and econs.

You make it all blurry and beautiful.

2009-06-06T19:27:00.002+08:00

Somehow, holidays started and I dont feel it at all.
I feel like shit when I'm unable to play vb well. I feel crappy when I cant seem to finish anything successfully. Be it econs, geog whatever. When I study I feel slacking. (okay who doesnt?)
Well, nvm.
I'm missing alot alot alot of people right now.
How I wish 4MD is always my class. How US is always together in school. How weekends are spent with my pri sch girlfriends (I think I only study productively with them!)

And please do visit http://zazteena.livejournal.com for nice accessories!!!!!!!!

( I promised Christina to do this haha)

I think DB is very very very very cute heh.

Maybe I'm in lurvvvv.

2009-06-05T11:02:00.003+08:00

I am happy, really.

2009-05-31T23:49:00.002+08:00

I love weekends.

Fri belongs to my cool lovely volleyball mates, and dinner with DB and mango snow ice (L)
Sat, night at the museum 2(with DB again) and cheap thrills with thrifting.
Sun, was day out with couz to shop. Instead, spent more on food than anything. Belgium Haagen dazxz.

How was yours?

This week : School for three days, volleyball trainings for 2days. More studying and DB perhaps?

2009-05-31T21:37:00.002+08:00

I want stylo milo phones....like this: Nokia E75!!! look like some coolio phone!!!!!! I love how it can slide up like this you know you know ;)

this..... :
And this :
Like damn damn damn stylo I love moto phones always look so good..but its abit lag lol
But it looks really really good. maybe moto phones for 2more years? :D

Okay.... Tmrw is CHELSEA LAN HUI YI'S BDAY. woooooooooooo hehe Happy 17th, stay crazy as this photo below!!!!!! :D :D :D

June 2nd,
HAPPY BDAY FATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. I think now in SA only me and karen knows this nickname of you. and only we call you that.( me sometimes) haha. glad that you came SA with me and we are in the same team for 6 years!!!! how cool is that woots. okay enjoy life in SA with like idk how many boyfs and husband! haha

2009-05-26T21:42:00.002+08:00

F.T ISLAND IN SINGAPORE. 27JUNE09, DRAGONFLY. TICKETS 100BUX -.- AND ITS ONLY FOR 1 HR! I NEED/WANT/MUST GO. BUT IM FREAKING BROKE. BUT I NEED TO SEE MY CUTE BOYS, LIKE DESPERATELY D: ANYBODY WANT TO SPONSOR??? PLEASE???? *insert stanley's puppy eyes.*

status

2009-05-24T19:44:00.003+08:00

The perfect reasons to run away : Switzerland, Czech Republic, Geneva and New Zealand.
I dream now......

crap school tmrw. Hate being econs rep. so much shit to do.
plus lit lecture at 530 #$^@%*
Good thing is, wed is the last day of school! *starts running in circles happily.
but i have to start to study more..mug harder!!

I am happy with the status now, there is no need for a change. What about you?

2009-05-23T13:49:00.003+08:00

I know I have been neglecting this space for #!@#$*^ long. I know I have been grumbling too much. So, I cant change the latter but I'm putting photos up here.
How I wish I am happier.

lovepeaceandout.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-13T21:26:00.002+08:00

09Ao6 pwns although we suck at captain's ballz. lol okay photo above is half or less than half the class.
Long weekend just whizz like whizz through!!!!!!
Didnt do much productive studying.
Gotten a cheque of 150$$$!!!!!!!!! (<< see my excitement)
So more online shopping, been eyeing that tee for long.... and preparation for farewell hehe.
And more movies like Angels and Demons ( opening tmrw!!!!!!!!!!)
then around 2 more mths to Common tests...hmmm
somehow when I'm not in a good/better school, I should study harder to make myself feel better and somehow secure. lol
okay I didnt do any homework today and today's lessons seem to breeze past ( again?!)
alrighty, promise myself will work hard during the vacation!!!!!!
Study, date me out whee.
and I failed 2.4km. zzzzzzzz cant blame me when my knees hurts like #^#&^#$% and I have stiches. damn
disappoint captain:( thanks for running with me though!!!!!! yay
I think this post is filled wit excitement. bb
outandabout, yay cos yunting rockz your sockzxz

2009-05-10T13:14:00.002+08:00

this is super super nice. Caught my eye and now I cant turn it away!!!!!! :O
Im becoming more and more a jeans and nice blouse person. hehe.
the obsession with dresses is kinda over...
Jeans FTW :)
shopping for mothers' day present later..( i know i know its sunday, today is mothers'day!!)
haha I procrastinate too much and now online(window) shopping makes me a tired girl. I still have geog ppt and gp summary and aq to complete! haha
Tmrw's CCAB with volleyballers to watch match and island creamary aft that! hehe

I was crying on the phone ytd....

2009-05-07T18:58:00.005+08:00

My 12 years...(and counting), Lao peng you :D ignore my stone face thxz.

Pri sch friends FTW! 7,8 years and counting.....from high socks and pinafore, to pretty individuals now, Im glad to have seen through this years with them :) catchups are always so fun. And I always love study dates with pangziyisallyilenajanemiao :D

Im tired from all the school work and the pressure. Just handed up PI, and now facing my group, I really dont know what to do, or how to go about doing work. Maybe each of us has a different way of doing things.
I like it to do things the fast and good way...I want things to be completed.
I hope my PW group will really get what I mean. And A is not impossible for PW :)

Pms maybe, I dont know why this few days Im feeling so low...and lonely. I think its due to the lack of training and interaction between me and my team mates. I miss trainings and playing ball. At least that's one of the things I like to do in school, in second to eating and oogling at my Pe teacher lol.
Yeah.. another long weekend. I dont know what Im going to do..but haha who cares.

okay I'm craving for nasi lemak now...and I need to do econs tut and Gp D:<
Angels and Demons just got very very very exciting.......... :,)

2009-05-05T20:33:00.001+08:00

I JUST WANT TO RANT ON THIS SPACE COS I CANT FINISH MY ELEARNING SHIT AND THERE IS A MATH TEST ON THURS. FML

AND WHY AM I STILL USING THIS SPACE? AND WASTING MY TIME. IM COCKED UP. WALK TOO MUCH TODAY, PERSPIRE TOO MUCH, GRUMBLE TOO MUCH, AND ATE TOO MUCH.

WHERE IS MY SUNKIST ORANGE JUICE?

BAD WOMAN - FT ISLAND.

2009-05-04T20:18:00.002+08:00

(live version) Their live is still as good i swear!!!!!!!

"because of you, Im happy. Because of you, I loved"

:) Still my favourite, new song = (L)

Whee salvation army tmrw hehe time to get a new wallet :D

You can sit beside me when the world comes down.

2009-05-03T20:06:00.002+08:00

Been busy with...........................

trainings

Class and School :(

Season

and catchups!
(>>>will insert pri sch gathering when I get photos!)

okay, i need to do more productive studying ( the word is productive!!!)
And more literature...hope I dont get screwed by Ms K tmrw. ( Im keeping my fingers crossed)
and Hope I still do remember how weathering comes about.
I just cut my bangs alil shorter, wo hen xi huan wo de tou fa. Yay likey likey.
I'll blog sooon...okay soon. Tues elearning day! Salvation army here i come :)

The dreamer in me says
"Fuck it, let's go"

2009-05-02T09:35:00.002+08:00

fuck miss K. i mean it. fuck that bitch.

Anww. I had a whale of a time for the past 2 days!!!!!!!! and maybe today :D
with pri sch flens. like wheeeee. Although I'm quite sad that I couldnt go for the vball gathering D:
I always dont have time for everybody :(

okayokay, I still have many catchups to do... like with yinuo yanbing, chelsss euniki ma squish nad!!! haha lets wait...till we have time lol
anw tues no sch and i think im gng to salvation army and Sarah's house wheee :D

And I need to start studying. really. really.really......productive studying anyone?

Angels and Demons I cant waittttttttttttt :)

I'll definitely miss all my snrs, judith chris soph zen karen and MEIXIAN :(
aha okie bb

You're way too young to believe it's not going to be ok. - One tree hill

2009-04-26T20:43:00.002+08:00

Until you're broken, You dont know what you're made of.

Hmm...idk what to blog. lost motivation to blog leh. hahaha
like sometimes there are things that I dont want to share here.
haha like my secrets all my girlfriends know LOL
so actually yeah Im done blogging.
And i need to upload photos but Im too lazy :/

here they are. I kope from Christinaaaaa haha. okay they are two nice snrs who treat me good!! ahaha andd meixian's my vball partner :D :D :D all my snrs very cute, i love them! okay :)
byebyezzzzzzz
I OWE PI, GP ESSAY and LIT ESSAY. damn